HOME ALONE-read

Today I am home alone. I feel sad! I guess I will go out soon. I am doing washing and have to make supper. I will also do the treadmill before I go out. I can’t understand why I feel sad. I have been fine all week. Is it because I feel all alone?
I just don’t understand myself. Why should I feel depressed? The sun is shining. I feel fine…………
Anyhow I will get busy and then go out. That will cheer me up I hope. Maybe I should not make such a fuss about NOT feeling "good."
I have decided to watch what I spend. I want to have extra money when I go to Toronto at the end of the month. My great nieces are in a dance recital and I want to see it. I will also spend time with my SIL and sister. My SIL is an amazing woman! So positive! I want to have extra money so I can give my daughter money when she goes to Europe in the summer. I can and will do it. I seem to be ready to save. At least not to spend so much.
I am reading THE POWER OF YOUR SELF-CONSCIOUS mind. It is very interesting. I am trying to tell my subconscious that I do NOT have to eat after supper. I know that I would lose weight easily if I did not eat after supper.
We are staying home this weekend, that is, we are not going to the trailer. Tomorrow friends are coming to stay over and we will go to the reunion from my hubby’s high school. It should be fun.
Here I go………….