FEELING SAD! FEELING GLAD!
I had another sleepless night. I think I was up around three. I tried everything to get back to sleep but couldn’t. So I’m going to write this entry, have breakfast, do the WII and then I am sure I will be able to nap.
What kept me up half the night? I was thinking about my finances and what a mess I am in. However I have decided to list my debts and clear them up. For whatever reason I have reached the point where I don’t have to spend anymore.
I am going back to the financial advisor on Tuesday. Then I will know just how much my loan will be. I can use my pensions checks to pay the loan back so it shouldn’t be a problem. I am so relieved! I could probably pay it back in a year.
The other thing that kept me up was thinking that my hubby still didn’t buy me the computer I was suppose to get for my birthday – way back in March. Believe it or not I didn’t even get a card – not from my children and not from my hubby. I know I told them I didn’t want a party but a card????????????? I don’t know what my hubby is waiting for. I am at a stage where I don’t even care about getting a new computer actually and I don’t care if we don’t go on a trip. I just want piece of mind. I just want to stay home and relax.
I just want to go swimming as often as I can.
I just want to read, relax and work on my hobbies.
I don’t want any responsibilities. I am so relieved that I am ready to STOP spending and pay off my debts. Once I go to the bank on Tuesday I will list all my expenses and cut up all but one credit card.
I guess I am also still nervous about going to the periodontist on Monday. I will be relieved when that is over and I know what I have.
So I will go have breakfast and RELAX!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sounds like an excellent game plan!
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Wow, you are definitely making some headway. You sound so positive and that is wonderful. Love,
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It sounds like you are on the right path! I hope that gives you come comfort and you can stop worrying so much!
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you are making great choices, I too have to cut way back on my spending but in the end I think we will both be happier for it.
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hugs p
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Sounds like an awesome plan!! Stick to it and you’ll be fine. I don’t even get a Happy Birthday from the kids or the fiance (still strange to say that). I’m used to it though…never have had it, not even from my parents when I was young. RYN: Cora loves it. She is on everyday with her teacher. She is excelling actually. Before the iPad, she couldn’t remember the value ofcoins. Now, she can and does it without a pause. She’s also playing some games that have her using her hands. She’s adding-never did before. I can’t believe how much it’s helped her out. Thank you so much for your part in that.
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It is the little things that mean most – and hurt most too. Best wishes, A
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