EMOTIONAL MESS

 

 

 I don’t know why but I am feeling very emotional today. Not sure if it’s because we just about sold our house or because we’ve been home most of the day lazing around. Even though I like to relax at home often it ends up depressing me. Hubby is very tired from being busy with the new condo all week so we decided against driving out to the trailer. Instead we took one load of boxes over to the new condo. My eldest son came to help. We’re planning to go out for supper just to get out. I am not sure where our friends our because no one called. I’ll take a bath after this entry and then we’ll go out.

I wrote my children to see when they would like to get together for a LAST supper here. My daughter has to come from Toronto so of course it will depend on if and when she can come. I plan to prepare supper and then would enjoy sharing some memories of our lives in this house.

I’ve been watching the skating – especially enjoyed the synchronized skating – the first time I saw it.

I went to the psychologist yesterday. She told me to find out what I wrote in my diary around 9/11 because I told her that’s when I gave up on religion. I also have to tell her all the medication I’m on.

I think my mind works overtime and that’s why I get so upset. I worry and worry about the future. If I could take things one day at a time I’m sure I would be fine but I don’t know how to do it. I am strong so even if my hubby got sick I would manage. I know I would!!!!!! So why do I get so upset? Maybe because of the move????????

Anyhow I’m going to relax in a bath and then we will go out with friends because they just called.