DOWN IN THE DUMPS AGAIN

I know I shouldn’t be sad, grumpy and just down but I am. There are a lot of reasons but I have to rise above it. I’m not sure why but in Florida I was fine and here I am again back home and feeling down.
So here are my reasons for feeling blue.
1. Hubby explained to me that we spend too much and he won’t be able to buy a new car this year. Our vans are driving ok so it’s not serious.
2. My son is getting divorced and his ex is a BITCH. So much will be spent on lawyers.
3. My Herbalife business is going very, very slowly. I wish I had never started. There are so many others doing the same. I would love to just give up but I always wanted to make extra money so feel I should stick with it.
4. I despair about getting older and what might be in the future.
5. I just feel sad and fed up and blue.
6. I realize my grandchildren are getting older and even though I realize it and it should be ok I’m sad about it. I realize they won’t have time for me. I always say it will be ok but I will miss that special time we spent together and the admiration that came from a very special relationship.
7. I don’t want to lose weight but realize I would be healthier maybe and it would help in my Herbalife business.
8. My best friend died and I can never replace her. My "new" good friend is too busy with work and cleaning her house. Although we do talk on the phone often.
9. Spring is here and we will start going to the trailer. I know it’s better than staying home BUT I am not excited about it. There is nothing for me to do there. Of course I will take with some hobbies but I can do them here. I don’t need the drive there and back. I don’t need the extra expense. I would just like to stay here and attend the festivals.
10. I am so upset because hubby’s brother is sick and waiting to go into the hospital for a treatment for his gout. He has other major health issues also. My poor SIL is so overwhelmed. He has been sick through their whole marriage. I can’t imagine living in her place.
11. I just need to take myself in hand so will now write a gratitude entry and then go do the WII. then I want to make some Herbalife calls.
12. I get so fed up listening to all the diet advertisements on the TV. Eat and shut up. Exercise! Move! Eat in moderation! Get on with life.
13. I get so fed up hearing about the next divorce. The poor children.
14. Last but not least I am just in a very depressed and grumpy mood. Stop the world. I want to get off.

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