DEPRESSING ENTRY

I don’t know why (for sure) but I woke up in a very sad and weepy mood. Of course there are always things to make one sad but as usual I never understand why I’m unhappy this morning. I am on the verge of tears……………………

I still have to unpack.
I am looking for my car and house keys and not sure if I packed my keys or left them in the drawer besides my bed in Florida.
I have to ask hubby for a lift if I want to go anywhere.
I haven’t called my sick friend as I just don’t want to cope with it.
Reading the news about Japan and Libya is definitely depressing.
I owe so much money and even though I am not shopping and paying my bills as much as possible each month I still owe a lot. It wouldn’t bother me if I didn’t get calls that hubby hears. I have told him that I don’t care if I owe because shopping makes me happy. But I guess in the end it doesn’t make me happy. I just wish I could find away to make some extra money.
Hubby was upset yesterday as I had "cleaned" up his office before I left and he had to rearrange everything yesterday. I wanted to make the house look good. I am not going to do it anymore. We still have to live here.
Anyhow I finished my breakfast so better get started with washing and unpacking. Maybe getting things done will take my mind off depressing thoughts.
Have a good one.