DEAR DADDY

We were never close. I guess it’s because you were never home. You were so busy in the store and then selling insurance. You did very well though. You could sell anything.
Ma was the boss and had a temper.
I do remember all the tricks and jokes you showed me.
I remember you taking me to Murray’s for breakfast.
I remember driving to New York and Atlantic city. I remember telling you what colour the upcoming lights were. Once you were stopped by the cops. I told them you were driving FAST!!!!
I used to get fed up with your eating. I’m sorry! You would eat supper at my sister’s, then stop at my brother and then come to me. I was put out because I didn’t want to be serving ten times a day especially since you already ate.
I remember when you had to take the driving test over. You failed once or twice and were so upset.
I remember when Ma wanted to drive home from here and you did too. I didn’t know at that point who should drive.
I’m sorry that we didn’t have any close relationship.
I remember how upset you were that I was going to marry my hubby.
I remember how upset you were when I wanted a Catholic wonderful man to be my son’s GODFATHER. You were so prejudiced which was quite common in those days.
Thank you for giving me life.