BAD DECISIONS

 

 

I think I make wrong/bad decisions.  For example – just now three of my friends went to town shopping. I chose not to go because I don’t want/have no money to spend. BUT NOW I AM ALONE!!!!!!!!!! I sent hubby to his friend to have lunch. I thought it would be ok. BUT then I am upset because I am sitting here alone. On one hand I care and the other I could care less. I am not sure what the answer is!!!!!!!
I MUST CHANGE MY THINKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HAVE TO THINK OF THINGS I CAN DO.
I CAN PAINT.
I CAN READ.
I CAN GO FOR A WALK AND MEET OTHER FRIENDS.
Why am I sitting here teary eyed???????
Hubby would have stayed here but I told him to go. I am so confused. I guess I should do the breathing technique that the psychologist taught me.
We are going home soon because tomorrow all the workers are suppose to come to finish up at the condo.
Anyhow think I’ll eat lunch.