AT MY WIT’S END-read

Money has always been a major issue in our marriage. No matter how much I spend or don’t spend my hubby gets upset. Talk about anything and he ends up relating it to money.
I never know if we have to be worried or not. He says he planned till 90 so what is he worried about. It is so sad that he is constantly worrying about money. He went to the dentist last week and needs some work done. He is so nervous because it will cost money. SAY WHAT? WILL HE EVER RELAX??? I guess not.
Over the years I have begged him to let me discuss our finances with a financial adviser so I can get another opinion besides his but he never agrees.
I have been doing much better the last year or so. I am not spending unless I have to. I refuse to make myself crazy because we have three homes and two cars. Before we get up in the morning it costs alot. What does he want from me? He is putting money into my grandson’s account every month. Maybe just maybe he should stop and then he will have money for other things. As much as I love my grandson his parents can raise him.
I don’t have facts to base any of my ideas on and I guess I never will. My sons worked with him and often they alluded to the fact that we have plenty but with my hubby you would never know it.
He makes me so nervous and often ruins anything I want to do. I would love to see in BLACK and WHITE what we can and cannot afford. I am not unreasonable.
I am doing well rereading old entries. If I ever get finished I will leave the name of my diary in the safety deposit box. I guess I should before I go to Europe.