ANXIETY REIGNS

I don’t know why but I go through periods where I am filled with anxiety. Mostly it concerns getting older. I worry about my hubby and his memory. I worry about getting sick and frail and dependent. I worry about dying and more about being dead forever. It just overwhelms me for a time and I can’t think of anything else.
Anyhow yesterday we made a lot of changes in this house. I directed while my hubby and the cleaning lady moved the treadmill into a spare bedroom. We moved an area carpet under the dining room table. We packed up the soap and lotions on shelves over the toilet. We got rid of the shelves. I put a bureau outside and hope someone takes them.
I picked up my granddaughter from daycare. We just came back here. We watched some TV. I made her Kraft Dinner and then took her home.
At night we went for supper with two other couples. 
Now I better go back to bed. Not much tomorrow. Will pick up my grandson and hope it goes well. Maybe we’ll just come back here.
Still trying to get the IPHONE 4 but the stores sell out right away.
Friday we are going for a checkup. I also have to go for a Mammogram. It seems like I just went.
Friday my daughter will be here. 
It’s YOM KIPPUR on Friday night and Saturday. NO EATING!!!! No cooking! No dish!