April 29, 2010

ANOTHER SEASON STARTS

So I am at the trailer in New York State. I waiver between being happy I’m here to being depressed. It bugs me. I must choose to be happy but I wonder why I even have these mood swings. Hubby is already in bed but I figured it is too early.
I just got caught up with my bank accounts. I have way too many. But so far so good. I am keeping control of all of them. I plan to make money with Herbalife so I can pay off some of my bills faster. I was going to make an order with Herbalife tonight but will wait for tomorrow. I have asked another woman for help so will wait for her suggestions. If I don’t hear from her in the morning I will just do what I think is best. I will also make calls in the morning. I was going to make them tonight but I just wasn’t in the right frame of mind. I don’t understand myself. I don’t remember ever being like this when I was younger. Could it be I was just too busy with my family? Could it be I was just so naive? Too naive to know what life was really all about?
Anyhow I know my hubby is thrilled to be here. I have to learn to relax and enjoy!!!!!!! Why can’t I?????????
Tomorrow I will make business calls in the morning. Then in the afternoon I will do some shopping. Retail therapy always cheers me up! I promise not to spend too much. LOL!
We went to Panera for supper. Had some soup and a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. I’m hungry now but just chewing gum and drinking water.
Anyhow will go write some emails to my grandchildren and a friend who wrote that her hubby is sick!!!!! OY!!!!!!!

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offmychest

April 30, 2010

I love Panera’s soups MMMM yummy!

You definitely have more time now to think about how you feel, but still, you need to make sure there isn’t a physical reason for your depression. I know when I’m getting sick, I feel depressed and often I don’t even realize that’s what it is. If you dislike the trailer so much, why must you go there every weekend? I think your husband should go without you if he likes it so much.

I think we are born with certain temperments we can’t really change too much. I have observed this with my kids as they grew up. My mother always said “when you get up every morning, you have a choice to be happy or not” when I was a pouty teenager — I don’t have a hard time choosing happiness now, but perhaps that is who I am. However, I always think that my mother was right about this!

upstate ny? If you are any wher enear Letchworth state park , go and see the beautiful waterfalls there.

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