Life is confusing

Alright so let’s get straight to the point, relationships SUCK. Ya, they are actually so amazing but they suck when they end. I was in a relationship about a year ago and it lasted a few months. I know it wasn’t long, but we connected. Everything about him was perfectly matched with my energy and it was amazing. It ended fine and we are still friends but he has a new girlfriend and it kills.

Today I hung out with my new Boyfriend. Very big mistake because the whole time and I tell you the WHOLE time I was thinking about my old boyfriend. Am I crazy that it’s been over a year since we broke up and he still crosses my mind like 5 times a day?

Please help