[ my disguise : hate you ]

daggers deep
nails that bite
words that pierce
shed no light
onto me the tears they fall
acid burning fire balls
weary brow, tired eyes
look at me
my disguise
hide away from you to see
an end to all my misery
longer hidden, diminished pain
easy way to win the game.

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I hate what you do to me and how you make me feel
and how you made me lose what i thought was real
I hate the way you say that you miss me so much
and how you were sorry for what we had lost
I hate when you use me and act like its okay
I hate when you accuse me of acting a certain way
I hate when you leave me and you dont say goodbye
I hate when a tear falls out the corner of my eye
I wish I could go back in time and erase you completely from my mind
I wish I didn’t fancy you so much and see you with heaven’s eyes
I wish I could hate you with no pain inside.

[ 8.50 PM ]