I wish someone had mentioned to me that this was here…

OD was always my favorite place that I’ve kept a journal.  They even kept my old entries!  It’s not ALL of them mind you. From when I was much younger I uploaded those and then dumped them from the site, so I can’t expect them to still be here.  Either way.  I get to look back and see what a hot ass mess I was back in 2013.

So from then to now in a few lines:

In August of 2013 just before I stopped writing.  I started as a CSR and now I’m the Sr. Manager. I’ve come a long way and overall enjoyed the company.  Things are a bit uncertain at this point but I am confident in the work we are doing and looking forward to continued growth moving forward.  I will elaborate on all of this at some point in the future but for now I would just like to say that I’ve worked hard and been very successful at it.

My daughter is now 7, she just started the 2nd grade and although she looks much like me she is her father in personality.  Filled with drama and stubborn as they come.  He wouldn’t even be offended that I said it either. He knows.

He and I are still together and although we’ve had our ups and downs as many relationships do, I like to think that we’ve improved over the last several years.

So  you’re up to date.

At this moment I’ve begun a huge push to get myself healthier.  I think I’ve done this in the past but to be honest I’ve also NEVER been as unhealthy and overweight as i am at this moment.  I’m uncomfortable and in pain a  lot of the time so I think that it’s  time. I’m 35, I don’t really have that much time left before I could begin having some very serious health problems.

I’ve started simply with drinking a TON more water and cutting out MOST sugar.  In a couple of weeks I’ll evaluate again and see where I’m at feeling and weight wise and we’ll add something else.

Going to go read some other people’s diaries now.