LETTING THE FEAR GO

………………………………..Niki St. Phalle’s “Le Poete et sa muse.”

I need to do a lot more letting go.  I can easily let my fear of failure fill my days.  I can forget all I have learned and let these fears take over…which is what I have let them do with the big crow quilt.

So today I set out to start quilting then let myself be distracted by longtime friend Claudia.  She seems to be dragging a bit.  She’s a lot more tired than I have ever seen her.  She’s always perky, she is always going fifty miles an hour hiking, biking, seeing the world…leaving the rest of us behind.  Not today.

We went out for coffee.  Mocha in my case.  Tall double latte for her…that should jump start her.  I came home to do all my online stuff, stay out of my housekeepers way, and quilt.  Very unromantic, but if my crows look like crows , I will be so very pleased.

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• Himself:  Taking tomorrow off all day.  Oh, how fun.
• Herself:  Today: Pool and quilt.  Tomorrow: CT, work, new doc.
• Reading:  Ordered the last Inspector Gamache mystery…reading the next to last.
• Sharing: <A HREF=https://www.sandiego.org/articles/arts-culture/the-magic-of-niki-de-saint-phalle.aspx>Niki St. Phalle in San Diego</A>.
• Gratitude’s:  That I was able to have coffee with my friend Claudia this morning.