Pics! And updates

 Hey friends! Sorry it’s been so long and I’ve been so distant. I’ve been so busy!! So I’ve been at work consistently since Wednesday night…. After tonight thankfully I’ll have two nights in a row off! I am so tired! I had strep last week, then Nora developed a sinus infection…took carter to the ER this morning when I got off work at 5:30 and he has the flu…. Lots of sickness going around… but it’s that time of year. Christmas was great other than having to be here at work. My kids are happy and that’s all I could ever ask for. I’m adjusting well to my job, a lot of learning for sure but with time I’ll get there. I feel amazing. I’m growing spiritually and I’m healing more every single day. I’ve removed myself from the dating apps and have vowed not to get back on another one ever again. I’ve started a journal and I write letters to God almost nightly. I watch my fav pastor Steven furtick more now and have decided that when it’s time, God will send me the man who is going to be right for me and my kids. It’s actually biblical that I shouldn’t be searching…. Scripture says that a man who finds a wife… finds favor with the lord…. So he should be searching for me, not my job to search for him. God is healing me and preparing him… I’m sure he knows what I need and want… so I’ll patiently wait and continue working hard to line up other things for me and the kids. I’m living with mom right now and all of my things are in storage. I feel like I’ve given up my independence but I know that this will give me and the kids a better future so… here’s to 2022. Miss you guys! ❤️