LIFE since deleting OD… IM BACK!

I’M BACK! 😃

Y’all SO much has changed since I deleted my OD account about a year ago. Long story short for any of you who may have followed me back then… That toxic marriage that I was in where I was hit, cussed at daily and told my feelings didn’t matter on the daily, ended. He came to me on Christmas Day and told me he wanted a divorce. I still begged and tried to fix it despite what I had been through with him because I didn’t and still don’t believe in divorce, unless there is infidelity (there was on his part I just didn’t know until after he left)… and his words were “Its not that I cant fix this marriage, I wont.”…That was that…. I packed his things for him and he left the next day…. What was so painful to endure for the year we were together was even more painful to watch come to an end in literally hours… BUT here I am free of toxic, and working towards becoming me again and healing more every single day. I learned that he was a covert narcissist and a psychopath .. sounds like what every person says after a break up, I know…. but he literally is textbook, a psychologist proved that to me. ANYWAYS… That is over finally…. So if you heard all of my cries and anger through these entries last time… You’ll be glad to know that part is over. I finally know my worth now.

Kiddos are great! My son and daughter are both another year older. Baby girl is 7 now! and starting 2nd grade next week, and my son is 11 now! Starting middle school next week!!! Where does the time go? I literally look at pictures and wonder what the heck happened… When they say “don’t blink”… DON’T! time stops for no one… and here I am looking at my grown-ish kids… wondering where my babies went. My son started football… If you followed me back when you know how much my son begged and begged to get to play…. Well I finally let go of my own concerns with it and gave in…. He absolutely LOVES it. That makes me very glad I finally went ahead and registered him. The schedule for it is VERY demanding, But maybe he will become a pro one day… lol

Last but not least I met someone a couple months ago. One of those “love at first sight” things…. but not really at first sight because all I saw was pictures first and there was just this depth to his eyes that I truly had never seen in anyone else’s…. So I had to get to know him and know who this person truly was and what filled his soul. We have literally been together since we met, like EVERY single day. We went to North Captiva Florida a week or so ago… VERY cool jungle like place where you have to take a boat to the island and only have a golf cart to get around on….. BUT so VERY crowded… He said he had never seen it like that before.. But I guess with COVID everyone decided they wanted out… and I guess they all picked North Captiva LOL…. The bugs were AWFUL! 😣 and it was so humid that you couldn’t walk outside without sweating… We didn’t care because when we left the house we were headed to the beach anyways…. We snorkeled and found starfish and really cool shells. The manatees are VERY present there and that was my favorite part of the whole trip! I love manatees…. My daddy did too.

Anyways thats about it for now as far as catching everyone up on my life since deleting OD…. If we talked previously through comments, I would love to hear from you again and know what you’ve been up to. Life is good and GOD is so faithful.

Talk soon 😘

Gen