Woah!

Heylo!

February already! Jesus christ. Hope the rest of the year doesnt pass this quickly!

Anyhoo life is back to normal after Christmas and New Year. Back at work, back to the same routines. I’m hoping to go on holiday this year, me and Paul. Would be good if we could actually find one! I mean we have been looking for ages and found loads of really nice ones but it was like make up your mind! Think we have decided on one now, so now its the whole actually being bothered to phone up and book it lol. It’s on teletext holidays so you cant book it online. He keeps telling me to phone up but I don’t think they’ll accept my card coz it’s just visa electron but his is visa so I’ve been telling him to do it lol. It’s gonna be a bugger getting him to save up. He gets paid weekly so i told him to take out 50 quid a week and put it aside but he’s like "nah i’ll just leave it in" i was like then ull bloody spend it!! I get paid monthly so gonna try and save 250 a month coz by the time we went i wouldve saved a grand so thts the actual holiday plus spending money. Plus its all inclusive so we wont need to buy drinks and food. Anyway hopefully that gets sorted out soon.

Then there’s the fact tht I wanna move out, so does Paul so we figured… why not do it together? Thing is even though I get really good money at my job, my contract is only til October so what if I couldnt find a job? I dont want all the rent and bills falling on him coz thats not fair.. plus he couldnt afford it haha. He needs to get another job too. Argh very complicated. People keep saying to me it’s a big step and it’s a bit soon n stuff but I don’t see it as me being like omg I wanna live with him and get married and have lots of babies, i see it as convenience.. we both wanna move out so it’s cheaper doing it together yes? Theres these flats I absolutely love, the rent is 500 a month and it’s fully furnished but he was like no thts too expensive and started talkin about these other flats then lastnight he said he had found out the rent was like 525 or 575 a month… either way it was more expensive and i was like "so we would be cheaper with the other ones" and he went "yeah but these are furnished" and i told him the ones i seen were too haha so think I’ve won there. Plus the ones I like are so much closer to everything… he could walk to work from there! God this is mad talking about having my own flat, I’m scaring myself!

I guess I should probably go and get some work done now huh!

Catchya! xx