Tha Phreek by Korpz Phieding

I feel like a different person going into 2013. Instead of being unproductive I have evolved into someone who has projects for tangible needs. I was elated to receive a folding work bench, a battery-operated circular saw, and brackets for a couple of sawhorses. I have the things I need now to work on all sorts of things.
That topic lends itself to some interesting juxtapositions for me, some of which intersect with Twin. I have been explaining and drawing experience from things I did a long time ago – shop class in 6th and 7th grade, before other boys were advancing their own masculinity by emasculating other boys. I also took PET (Power, Energy and Technology) class in High School. I enjoyed working with wood, but thoroughly afraid of cutting off a finger or other severe bodily harm. I think about how my dad didn’t do any of this stuff. Then there is Twin’s dad who does all of this sort of stuff, a jack of all trades to me and a figure I aspire to be. Twin and I also recently talked about how kids get so excited for Christmas and it’s just not the same as an adult. We’ve tried to conceptualize how having children would enhance or otherwise affect holiday gatherings.
On the other hand, there is little Gemini Eyes still present; the guy who adapts to most situations – A person that effortlessly picks up on the emotional vibe of a room. I am still the little boy who can’t anticipate what irrational reaction his mommy might have. I am and will forever be (most likely) a person that is so airy my presence isn’t noteworthy.
Ahh… maybe not. I always wanted to get older. I thought of adults, especially elders as wise people that have an objective perspective on a full gambit of life experiences. I knew those same events would happen eventually for me too. Those experiences from life events would make me a wise person that could have a rational, informed opinion and openly debate actual outcomes versus hypothetical scenarios. I consider myself to be humble, or a synonymous word might be hubris – I’m still trying to figure out the meaning of that word (in context, not by definition). The minority of parents are like that, even elders. I just knew from a young age that was the type adult I could be and will probably turn out to be.

…By the way, that totally random subject loosely relates to the contents of this entry. The common thread is retrospective when explained further. That explaination is that DLion received an iPad yesterday. Him and LG were playing with the art app on there, and I used to be creative and create art so I asked if I could give it a shot. I have a Rock Band character I’ve been playing lately named "Korpz Phieding" who is a zombie-looking viking guitar player. While playing Munchkin yesterday, they were using the app for the game so each of us had a name. Off the cuff, I called myself "I am a Munchkin phreek. That’s freak with a PH. They laughed, then DLion spelled it out I added the "ee" instead of "ea." In the app I wanted to experiment and wrote out in what I consider "angry" or "slashing" calligraphy "Beet tha PHREEK by Korpz Phieding."
I watched this show, "Zombie Apocolpyse" on Discovery, what a complete waste of time watching psychotic fools. THE ZOMBIES ARE COMING! AHHHHHHHHHHHH….

psych.