Course Decisions and Attention

I haven’t known what to write for the past few days, just been noting and cleaning up my friends/bookmarks list.
I decided my classes, and they are going to be Intro to Information Technology and General Psychology. Those are two vastly different things and thoroughly symbolize just how different my future could be. I have to note that my coworker mentioned anthropology as a route as well due to my knowledge of cultural trends derived from cyclical history. I do debate though whether or not I just want to do anything that allows me to work from home since I HATE commuting.
I also wonder if it’s a mistake to be signed up for classes with renovations around the house to be done. I always worry I won’t have enough time. I am somewhat pushing to have all the renovations done by August when we will have owned the house for a year.
… part of the debate though is if I hate working. I tend to think not, because I like to be busy and have direction. I feel less social reward in having a job, because forming relationships is somewhat draining to me. That may be due to the fact I tend to put more effort into my friendships that is never or rarely reciprocated and working contracts for the past 5 years. I bring a strictly-professional relationship to work.
I have a desire to write something that may capture attention. That seems so childish though. I guess I want to see that people have noticed I’ve returned to noting regularly and writing occasionally. I don’t know if my typing is facing blind eyes so to speak. There’s no point to me doing that anymore since I would rather invest that time in a mutual and reciprocal friendship.

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February 27, 2013

For some reason this entry didn’t show up on my list 🙁 I have noticed you noting more which is awesome. You are usually pretty insightful which is appreciated. Ryn: it’s a program through our mortgage company so I know it’s legit. I know it’s not a typical set up though.

February 28, 2013

This didn’t show up for me either! OD sucks! I’m glad you are back and always love reading your posts and notes.