Over halfway

I am officialy OVER halfway through my challenge now! Overall I feel pretty good about it, I have had a few ‘off’ days where I caught myself perving a fair bit, in fact I just didnt really make much effort to stop. But all in all I think I have done well. There have been times when I have been a little frustrated and agitated, but I dont really think it has affected my mood too much. I have started to have more sex dreams involving Kati lately, which is good! I didnt have many beforehand, and if I did they were more often with unknown people than they were with Kati.

I’ve really been feeling the need for change lately. The need for a new job, a new place to live, new people to be around, just NEW. I dont know what it is, Im just not happy in the ‘same old’ at the moment. Sick of the bad moods of everyone at work, I think I need a holiday. Yeah, a holiday would be good, too bad I dont really have any leave left 🙁