30/11/2008

Hush little baby dont you cry….

River has been very clingy today, just not seeming to settle. She has been much better at taking the dummy now though. We managed to keep her settled for a fair part of the day so that we could clean the house a bit though thankfully, just taking turns with her. Kati went on a cleaning rampage wanting to clean the entire house. I cleaned outside and mowed the lawn, then cleaned the bedroom. It does feel alot better here now though, but I think the kitchen has been undone since dinner!

I have succesfully completed my no computer weekend with the exception of these daily entries too. It has felt good, I read alot more of the book Im reading and I got outside to clean. Im going to do it again next weekend with no computer at all, and Im really hoping Kati will do it too. I think it will do her really good, we will both benefit from it alot. It will help bring us closer too, we definitley have been distant of late. I really miss the conversations we used to have about life, the insightful wisdom we would share. Now it seems that all we do is watch tv and sleep. Im hoping that with no distractions next weekend we both might be able to connect a little more. I have definitely felt disconnected spiritually of late too, in fact I have been feeling that for a while. I do have a strong urge to reconnect though, the last few days especially. I was actually feeling like I need to get away for a weekend by myself soon to reconnect with life and nature, but I think its still a little too soon to leave Kati and River alone! Maybe in a few months I’ll see about going.

Hope everyone had a good weekend, Im going to read up on you all this week! Time for bed now though.