06/04/2010

So much on my mind right now…

I still haven’t heard from Joe (more details ß thattaway) and at this point I’m just sad and disappointed. I keep hoping for the best and for a reason, for anything. And yet all I do is wait…Today I finally broke down and called him (not just text) and left a message saying that I was just worried and want to make sure he’s okay. I left my phone number (in case something happened to his phone) just in case- so we’ll see. I hate this waiting game!!
As far as D (the guy I met at the pool on Saturday)- he called me last night. Wanted to do something tonight but I already have plans, so we’re gonna grab a drink on Sunday night after my tennis. Should be fun! I’m excited:) Plus it will take my mind off of Joe (hopefully).
Still getting texts from my “cougar cub”..lol…is it weird that I like it? He’s just so cute- saying how he misses me, can’t wait to see me again, etc. He switches from racy texts and pictures of his “partner in crime” as he calls “it”, to sweet texts. It’s hilarious! Yes, sometimes I feel like a perv cause he’s 10 years younger!! But then again, it’s fun. And seeing as though he’s states away, it’s harmless. Again- a good distraction- and flattering to get the attention.  
Work has me a little crazy these days between the travel, and having to keep up with several deals in the making. (you never realize until you’re in sales how hard it is to keep keep the group details separated in your head, who’s who, etc. – thank God I have a good memory!) I feel like I just need to get away for a  few days, but then again I need to keep my momentum going. It’s just a lot and my whole partner situation is not making it ANY better. I did have a good discussion with my boss in regards to my slack-ass partner (boss brought it up actually) and boss man told me that he’s giving my parner till the end of June to prove that he can “contribute” and he has to actually bring something to the table. We’ll see if boss man sticks to his guns on that. Cause at this point I don’t even like being around my partner – he frustrates me so much and is such a worthless piece! Ugh…and that is my vent of the day.
Looking forward to a weekend of friends, sunshine (hopefully) and several adult beveragesJ TGIF!