never did

I never asked winslow about making us official. Idon’t feel like its neccessary.

I love him, he loves me.

Naturally there is a bit of doubt. I caught him in a lie the other day, and ever since then I’ve been wondering abuot his honesty. He says he isnt talking to chelsea anymore. I’m glad because she turned out to be a bitch whore and hooked up with Ian two days after winslow (Eew) i honestly dont know why ian tells me things and doesnt expect me to tell winslow.

but sometimes i still think that he is talking to her. I wanna look at his phone, but i dont. I wont because that is a breech of trust that i don’t want to get involved in. plus i really honestly trust him. whenever there is a doubt i just tell myself to believe what i want to be true.

and what i want is he is chill and honest and not hiding. so thats what im believing

I’m waiting on another dream to tell me whats up.

kiss the frog!