i said it.

me-  "I’m not mad at you- I’m frustrated with myself,"

him- "Why?"

me- "I love you, and I would give anything in the world for you."

him- "oh . . . . the feeling is mutual"

me- "Also, having lived in raliegh and fucked around I came to a horrible realization. . ."

him- "what is that?"

me- "I don’t want anyone else. No matter what they never measure up to you, there is no one better in the world. and I think that is a problem"

me- "I used to have this fear, that no one would ever love me as much as I loved them. Do you have that fear too?"

him- "yeah"

and then he gave me a big hug and little kiss. . . .

kiss the frog!