survey time

LAST CIGARETTE: never
LAST ALCOHOLIC DRINK: 3 weeks ago?
LAST CAR RIDE: driving back from my moms
LAST KISS: this morning, more like slober kisses from elizabeth
LAST GOOD CRY: the day richie said he didn’t want to be together
LAST BOOK BOUGHT: a book for emma
LAST MOVIE SEEN IN THEATRES: oh gosh, i haven’t been in forever
LAST MOVIE RENTED: the machenist, redbox
LAST CUSS WORD UTTERED: i try not to
LAST BEVERAGE CONSUMED: coffee
LAST FOOD CONSUMED: oatmeal
LAST PHONE CALL: richie
LAST TV SHOW WATCHED: inyuasha!! <3
LAST TIME SHOWERED: an hour ago
LAST SHOES WORN: flip flops
LAST CD PLAYED: a mix cd
LAST ITEM BOUGHT: diapers, :/
LAST DOWNLOAD: an update on my phone
LAST ANNOYANCE: emma not eating this morning, but crying that she is hungry and thinks that milk will cure her hungry tummy
LAST DISAPPOINTMENT: im almost done with the inuyasha season
LAST SODA DRANK: pepsi, a week ago
LAST THING WRITTEN: shopping list
LAST KEY USED: backspace
LAST SLEEP: 3am till 1030am
LAST ICE CREAM EATEN: icee pop
LAST CHAIR SAT IN: besides my dads computer chair, a rocking chair
LAST WEBPAGE VISITED: facebook

SHORT ANSWER
I AM: a mom
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: dark brown fadding into a light brown
I WANT: another tattoo, or some new clothes
I HAVE: to start looking for work
I HURT: not anymore
I LOVE: my baby girls
I HATE: when a guy treats a good girl wrong. and vice versa
I HOPE: that everything will be okay
I FEEL: discouraged at times, but happy
I HIDE: a lot of my hurt, i like to look tougher then i am
I DRIVE: hopefully soon
I LEARNED: the best things in life don’t last forever. so enjoy every moment
I NEED: to become a more positive person when times are tough
I WONDER: what kind of person will my girls grow up to be
I ACHE: for a happily ever after for everyone
I DANCE: like a white girl, strangley my brothers and sister know how to dance like they are not white
I SING: to my girls
I CRY: mostly when im fed up
I NEVER: will let my girls down
I WRITE: a lot less then i want to
I WON: children i never ever want to give up
I LOST: confidence in myself
I CONFUSE: boys
I SHOULD: make lunch
ONE MINUTE AGO: i found this survey
ONE HOUR AGO: got my children dressed
ONE DAY AGO: i was doing what i always do

FIRST:
PIERCING/TATTOO: ears/ unicorn on my sholder
FIRST CREDIT CARD: when i was 18, $3000 maxed out after i left the army
FIRST ENEMY: megan, she was 15 or 16 dating a 23 yr old when he was married, (richie) and she had the nerve to trash talk about me
FIRST CONCERT: i went to a country band concert, the lone boys or something like that, for my mom

YES or NO:
YOU LIKE TO COOK: no
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVEN’T SHARED WITH ANYONE: yes
HAVE A CRUSH: a couple
WANT TO GET MARRIED: no
GET MOTION SICKNESS: only when i spin really fast
THINK YOU’RE A HEALTH FREAK: yes
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: just my dad
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: love them!

FAVORITES
NUMBER: 5 and 14
COLOR: green, lavender, some shades of pink and blue
DAYS: they are all the same to me
MONTH: september or october
SONG(S): pitiful, forsaken, and one by adele, can’t think of the name
Album: none
SEASON: fall
DRINK: bacardi long islands!!! omgooosh i want one now

PREFERENCES
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: both?
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: chocolate milk
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: white

IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU…
CRIED?: no
HELPED SOMEONE?: emma and elizabeth
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: no
GOTTEN SICK?: no
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: no
SAID ‘I love you’: no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX?: yes
MISSED AN EX: no
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes

[In the morning]: make breakfast and coffee
[All I need is]: money makes the world go round
[Love is]: a wonderful feeling
[I’m afraid of]: loving the wrong person
[I dream about]: i hate dreaming
[Pictured your crush naked?]: no, i haven’t been much of a perv lately
[Seen your crush naked?]: no
[Been in Love]: yes
[Cried when somebody died]: yes
[Lied?]: yes

WHICH IS BETTER-
[Coke or Pepsi]: both are good
[The Beatles or Nirvana]: the beatles. sorry
[Tall or Short]: tall

-WHO-
[Makes you laugh the most]: emma
[Makes you smile]: elizabeth when i catch her looking at me
[Gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: no one
[Do you have a crush on?]: jason stathom, yes, the actor
[does someone have a crush on you?]: idk. probably
-DO YOU EVER-
[Sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to IM you?] : no
[Save AOL/AIM conversations]: no, im never on
[Wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: i love being a girl
[Cried because of someone saying something to you]: richie

-HAVE YOU EVER-
[Fallen for your best friend]: yes!
[Been rejected]: yes, funny story this one is
[Rejected someone]: yes
[Used someone]: no
[Been cheated on]: not physically that i know of, but emotionally and if naked pictures count of ppl you know, then yes
[Done something you regret]: recently yes

-WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON-
[You talked to on the phone]: i think i answered this already
[Hugged]: emma
[You instant messaged]: jesse
[You laughed with]: emma

-DO YOU-
[Color your hair]: yes
[Ever get off the damn computer]: im hardly on
[habla espanol]: no

-DO YOU/ARE YOU-
[smoke cigarettes]: no
[Obessive]: somewhat
[Could you live without the computer?]: yeah
[How many peeps are on your buddylist?] : i don’t know
[What’s your favorite food?]: Chinese!!! oh yuummm
[What’s your favorite fruit?]: anykind
[Drink alcohol]: yes
[Like watching sunrises or sunset]: yes, mostly the sunrise
[What hurts the most? Physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional, its harder to heal
[Trust others way too easily?]: maybe some

-NUMBER-
[Of times I have had my heart broken?]: too many to count
[Of hearts I have broken?]: 2?
[Of continents I have lived on?]: 2
[Of drugs taken illegally]: 1
[Tight friends?]: 3?
[Of CD’s that I own?]: 0
[Of scars on my body?]: 3
[Of things in my past that I regret?] not sure