so..

last night the cops did come over, but they only scolded richie. saying that if they have to come back over at all for any reason they are calling child protective services and going to take emma.

i’m just beyond angry words. i can’t look at this she devil anymore. luckily she’s been staying in her room.

richie has since apologized but the she devil tells him that he messed up and that she can’t trust him and all this crock. i hate seeing richie upset like he’s going to cry, but this is what he needs to make her leave at last.

he just gave her 30 days. she says she’ll be out before then and we don’t have to worry about her anymore. i hope this is true. my stomach and chest are all in knots.

richie and i went to the store and put a dollar in the lottery machine. we got 20 back. how cool. we got panda express for lunch. we are so dirt poor right now. i’m not sure how we are going to do rent this month. as well as registering the car.  i don’t get paid till the 6th. so this kinda sucks. my sister just lent me $55 to get a sensor for the car to run better. i miss her. i wish i was in shitty indiana. it would be 100 x more better than miserable missouri. well i have to get ready for work and try to put emma to sleep at the same time.

i wish i had gone to school. i don’t think i would be in this messy situation. 🙁