its more then official

It’s over. For good. I’m not happy. I’m a little upset. I gave him chance after chance after chance. Now I’m the one looking dumb because he is fed up and tired. For no good reason really.

I will have the girls as least.

Omg. What am I going to do? He has been my first EVERYTHING! I wish I could leave tonight. It hurts.

He does that to me a lot. It hurt after hurt with him. I need some strong words. I need to borrow someones unused heart. This is why I spent 19 years of my life not in a relationship. I didn’t want to be where I am now. Alone with nothing. Absolutely nothing. No independence. No love. Nothing