bella

emma has a new kitty. she’s pretty friggin cute. last night was our first night with her and she kept me up last night by attacking my feet. i would put her in the kitchen next to the food bowl. she’ld pretend to eat but as soon as i layed back down i would feel her claws digging into my toes.

it rained really hard the other day and my blueberry plant just started to sprout flowers and the rain broke it! how sad.

i’ve been sort of in a weird funk. i don’t feel happy. much anymore. our money situation got a little better, but then it just got worse. not to make my mood any better but i think i’m pregnant. i was suppose to start either the end of may or the begging of june. it is now the 3rd. im getting worried. i don’t have any sypmtoms yet. if i am i already know i can’t keep it. our money situation isn’t stable enough right now for the 4 of us. plus bella.

anyways. i got my tongue pierced. its a surface piercing so i hope my body doesn’t reject it. i really like it. im a little sad stacey didn’t go with me to get it done. she is suppose to be my best friend but everytime i try to make plans with her to go do something she’s tired. i get that she works all the time, but she can come hang out for like an hour. i miss her.

later.