Random Diary Blather

If there could possibly be a positive derived from Heather being gone for two weeks, it would be that I should at least get plenty of sleep. That hasn’t been working out so well.
 
I’m exhausted every night, but I have this problem where I won’t go to bed due to this suffocating feeling of dissatisfaction I have. It’s like I feel as though I haven’t done enough in my day – I think I’ve written about this before. I don’t mean in the typical “I should have gotten more homework done” sense or whatever, it’s more like I feel my day was too empty. Which, to be honest, my days have been pretty empty lately. I spend my mornings in classes where I don’t learn anything, my afternoons taking naps to catch up on lost sleep, and my evenings flipping through kids game shows and stand-up comedy acts with Kyle. I like the evenings best, but it still isn’t exactly the sort of activity that lends itself well to revelations, which is apparently what I want. Though Get the Picture is damn entertaining television.
 
It would probably be more efficient to do something to change this rather than whine in my diary about it; I realize that. I think it may just be monotony more than anything – this is my 4th year at the same college and we’ve had the apartment a year now. And I still have another year of both though, admittedly, I don’t know that living alone at a new school is exactly the shake-up I need either.
 
I really do think I have to get out of the small town environment though, or at least into a different one. It’s probably for the best that I’m sorta being forced out of Milledgeville to go to grad school. Which, I’m still not sure how the living alone is going to work, but I’m not playing the random roommate game again which longtime readers may remember. Though this does mean I won’t have anyone to cook and clean for me . . .
 
I forget that Grad school is going to cost money too – I’ve been going on scholarship. I should try to get another, otherwise I might actually have to work. Perish the thought.
 
Yeah, this entry was actually more of a traditional diary entry and, thus, was composed of nothing but random musings that I can’t imagine would interest anyone, but I’m posting it nonetheless. I’ll post some random rant on Wal-Mart or something soon to cover this nonsense up.