Employment?

So, I’ve actually been taking small steps towards setting myself up for a job after I finally graduate in May. Yeah, I know, it’s about time. Anyway, a recruiter for a local firm from my hometown took me and a couple other students out to dinner tonight. It went fine. The guy seemed like the typical successful businessman who cuts through the usual bullshit and tells you what you need to know. I appreciated that. And, hey, if nothing else I got a free meal anyway (at probably the fanciest restaurant I’ve ever eaten at, even).

Meanwhile, I’m slowly making more friends. It’s nothing too exciting, but a couple more acquaintances is better than nothing. A few of them are noticeably female, but none have exactly swept me off my feet. I don’t know, I’ve sorta resigned myself to the reality that I’m not likely to have the type of serious relationships that my romantic notions always imagine – I’m becoming more accepting of fling type things with girls I’m not interested in forming life-long bonds with.

Granted, I was writing this exact thing last year and I haven’t exactly been in any flings, so only time will tell if I’m just a hypothetical cynic and a closet romantic still.

You’re 22 – fling type things with girls is what it is about at that age! I don’t know many of my age that are married/in comitted relationships that met their significant other in their earlt twenties – those years are all about trying and failing…

Yours For Now...

September 21, 2007

I wish I knew how to form life-long bonds…man. I daresay I’m jealous. ~I’ll be

michael.

You can’t have life-long bonds with people without getting to know them first, you know… are your romantic notions the bump into a girl love at first sight thing?

Er! In my experience, women have novel-sized fantasies, I fall asleep listening to them, you know, or fuck it out of them till they shut up. You know the weirdest girls!!!

Sorry, that was a bit fierce. It’s like you just thoughtfully told me, “the problem with women is they’re so much taller than men…” Ever heard of Nancy Friday?

Um… how old are these girls?! It’s kind of selfevident to me that girls fantasise more… I mean it’s not blokes who are always nagging for roleplay and shit, is it?

aw. 🙁 Go be an accountant in florida. I’ll be your friend there, too.

How do you sustain your life right now? Do you have a secret non-career job, a secrect rich farmer family, or secrect financial aid?

Note-stalking you at michael.’s again. Just tell me to stop if this bothers you. Anyway, most girls can’t fantasize too much when they are playing with themselves because we have to concentrate very, very hard to get any kind of satisfaction. Yeah…

That is to say that we must focus all our being on the task at hand. So to speak…

Savvy I think Matt’s invented your diary… women have to concentrate very, very hard to get any satisfaction???? Sounds like a line made up by blokes who are in shit in bed! Your gender is the one that has multiple orgasms and mocks us for having to stop! You must orgasm more times than blokes you sleep with, right? My girlfriend practically orgasms the first time you bite her! it never ends…

Sorry I got distracted. Every time I come here now I end up going off on some feminist rant! You’re worse than John, at least he’s aware and amused by what a misogynist he is…

Yesterdays_Girl

September 22, 2007

RYN that you gave me like a month ago, you’re Mattie. I don’t know why I called you that. Oh well.

catch the sparks

Even though I don’t know you that well, I think you’re more the closet romantic type. I can’t picture you being happy with just flings.

September 23, 2007

So what do you think WOULD work…friends with benefits? More than friends? A full on relationship? Nothing? Something’s gotta work! ~I’ll be

By ‘something’s gotta work!’ I meant…we can’t just ignore each other. I can’t worry about it. Worry won’t solve anything. I just have to go with what I’ve got, I guess. ~I’ll be

heatherette

September 24, 2007

I still think it’s cute that this will be your first job. Yes, your first job is your last job!

hey, mister, where’d your most recent entry go? RYN: But I love being shared!

PS: that last note was from me, Savv,y who for some reason isn’t signed in… This note is from me too.