Prayers PLEASE.

I know I just had a terrific praise report, but now I need prayers for the ankle.

I’m in so much pain, both emotional and physical pain. The physical is from my hips and lower back all the way down to my lower leg and arch of my ankle. The boot I am in does not bend with walking. I have to shift and bend from the hips to move my leg. That is causing the lower back and hip pain. I was to wean off the crutches and slowly start walking. I am still doing so, but the pain is excruciating in the arch of my foot. The heel is okay, but the arch is causing some severe discomfort. I have also developed a huge goose egg swelling patch on the top of the foot which surprisingly doesn’t hurt and successfully goes down and away with icing and elevation. I’m now on two different pain meds and t
he maximum dosage of anti inflammatory meds.

I’m in emotional pain because all the pain from the leg and foot are causing me to think about the car accident and what i could have done to prevent ALL of this if I had just not gotten in the car. It’s a vicious cycle.

I know I need to rely on the Lord. He is holding me up during all this and I am struggling to lean on him. I don’t want the thoughts of the what ifs to plague me all the time. Please pray I do not give into them and entertain the persistent attacks of Satan.