Prayers NEEDED!

I’m in need of some prayers. I dislike asking for prayers due to me not feeling I’m worthy enough, but I think I should just knock that feeling down and accept that I’m at the end of the rope in my case. As you all may recall, I was involved in a car wreck in 2010 in which I fell asleep at the wheel (I injured no one but myself in it). As part of that happening, I broke my talus bone in my right ankle in half which required two pins to be put into the bone, a kidney that was present at birth in my pelvic region saved my life and got ruptured from the seat belt, and my right wrist being fractured. Everything is healed. Well, not EVERYTHING. My mind and soul aren’t, and my right ankle has developed some arthritis which is causing me all sorts of unending pain and excruciating pain no less. At 4:30, 50 minutes after my scheduled appointment, I got news that my most recent MRI scan came back with no abnormalities, but I am clearly in pain and after further examination of my x-rays have come to the conclusion that my ankle cannot be fixed with a simple pill and/or cast. I need to have the bottom joint of the ankle fused so I cannot move it left or right, only up and down. BUT….that is no guarantee of the pain stopping there. The surgeon would go into my existing suture scar and put 2 pins up thru the bottom of my heel. That would make it have four pins in my ankle.

Basically I need prayer for decision making. Both my husband and I need that. I would not be fully healed until AT LEAST 8 weeks, four of which I can bear no weight on it. That would mean the loss of my job and my health insurance. I work at a day care and I take care of my husband who is wheelchair bound. Having to be laid up for four to 8 weeks…..yeah, I don’t know. PLEASE say a prayer. For my soul to take refuge in Jesus and a healthy right decision to be made on an account of my ankle. So sorry this is long. I had to vent.

 
It is a blessing I am alive today, I need to remember that!