Frustrated

Today’s weigh in: 115.8 lbs

I’ve seen this number before and it’s making me mad it keeps coming back.  I’ve either got to start exercising, which wouldn’t be a bad thing, and start restricting more, or restrict more period = not eat anything.

We are celebrating my 30th birthday tonight.  I don’t actually turn 30 until the 7th of January but family is busy and my husband is busy so we are celebrating it early.  My husband is ordering me  a new laptop for my present.  The one I’m on now came with Vista on it but we put Windows 7 on it and it tends to freeze up at random moments.  It really is a nuisance.

So we are headed to a place, restaurant, The Melting Pot.  It’s a fancy fondue place.  I’ve never been there so it should be interesting.

I’ve binged and purged dinner twice this week.  I had planned not too, but did anyway.  Probably why the number is staying the same on the scale.  And of course after tonight it will be higher.

So I purged into a plastic gallon sized zip lock last night because my husband was in the other room where the toilet was located.  It’s not the first time I’ve done that, but I still hate doing it in plastic bags and prefer the toilet to bags.  Certainly was not my first option.