Who’s got their claws in you my friend,,

I’m breaking my rules and throwing caution out the proverbial window. Thrusting counter to what sense says is absurd.  For what have I become but a slave to an unreasoning heart that refuses to listen.  Such senselessness when said heart speaks with a Pounding and demanding thrum. Insistent.

He threw out the words that killed all sense. 

"God I miss you". 

That was all it took. 

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I’m going to drive and see him this weekend. I’m going to be in physical pain by the end of it. I’m going to enjoy every muscle straining moment. 

At this moment I’m terribly happy.