Uneasy

Today is not my best day ever.

It’s been a pretty fabulous week up to this point… and I won’t beleaguer it with angry tirades about what should or should not have happened.

But at the same time, I can’t deny that at this very moment in time I’m feeling distinctly unloved, and terribly desperate for the world to go right, and for me to go right along with it.

Staying in the light, staying positive.

I know C doesn’t love me.

I know that at the moment, the likelihood of my finding my mate is small.

Business… is growing slowly. It will just take harder work.

My health? Is frustrating. I’m eating extremely healthy. Cooking all of my meals at home. I’m doing a low carb regimen and drinking mainly water. I’m eating *some* fruits, and greens. Yet the scale REFUSES to budge an ounce. I’m stepping up with my exercise. I have to.

Finances have been in the toilet for awhile, but if I work on it, they will improve.

Just have to keep pushing forward. Stick with the plan,