dazed and elusive

Sooo… still no call.. no texts.. nothing.

I’m still not sure why it bothers me… but it does.   I guess because my hopes were raised of getting to know someone new.. and feeling like someone actually had an interest in me. 

Maybe I am subtle like brick… but damn it I’m a fun brick! All sparkly and everything!

Either way.. me being the less than brilliant girl that I am decided to text him at 1am to let him know that a friend and I were in the Quarter drinking and if he wanted to join us..

Nothing back.  So.. I guess it’s official that I am "blown off".

Suck.  No other eloquent way to put it.  It just sucks.  I wish I knew where my faults were so i could work on them. Why am I determinedly the girl that is fun to play with for the night and then scamper from.

The mystery remains. Go me!