Too much flying makes for a sleepy Kay.

I’ve had two days of a TON of flying…so I’m pretty wiped out. Unfortunatly I get only 1 day off and then I fly again ALL day on Sunday…but then I’m off for 2 days. Its weird, this on and off sched.

I was so exhausted when I got home I fell asleep at 7pm…and now its 145am and I’m wide awake. WONDERFUL.

Doug and I are doing REALLY good…sometimes this whole time thing really gets to me…its hard when he’s SO busy and I have SO many days off that I cant spend with him. It starts to get to me. I just sort of miss having a local boyfriend that I can go to his house after work and watch TV with him and go back home. Although…honestly I dont think I’d ever leave if he lived here. I think this time he’s really starting to miss me like I miss him…he’s just usually so busy he doesnt have time to miss me…when I have all the time in the freakin world.

I absolutly hate my apt right now…so over living with Shelly, I feel so uncomfortable here now. She’s over it too I’m sure. Its awkward to live with someone you hardly talk to …and then randomly you are BFF’s for a night out…because we get approached a lot together. I wont be in this place much longer though. I move the 17th….I’ve GOT to book those movers or I will be screwed. Also gotta find a pilot with a truck.

Saturday is my "cheat day" on my diet…and I’ve been thinking of all the wonderful things I am going to eat, but in reality I know I cant eat it all because I’ll want to throw up by the end of the day. I’ve decided to do "The Masters Cleanse" and cleanse my system…as well as hopefully finish off my weight loss. Supposedly some people see as much as 20 pounds of loss in 10 days….I hope I dont see that much …that would be a bit much. 10 pounds would be ideal…maybe 15. Between 10 days of the cleanse and then you have to start eating slow with Soup and such for a few days…I wont have a cheat day for atleast 2 weeks! Which sucks…cause I start to crave those sweets. I think I’m going to have poptarts tomorrow morning….and start drinking early…have my X-rated vodka. YUM.

RANDOM….I get a text today from some random person in Orlando trying to contact the guy who had my phone number before me…and we actually started having a conversation lol…we decided to be pen pals. I could have SWORN it was a female…or a gay guy, just by what they were saying…so I’m all for it…until they ask me for a picture. Ugh…Then I knew it was probably a straight dude. …and I was right. He sent me a picture and its a straight dude…which would be fine normally but since I cheated on Doug I’ve tried to be very careful of my male texting relationships and phone friendships….or just friendships in general. I dont want him to think I’d do it again…I wouldnt. So not that I think this guy is going to hit on me…but I am a little weary of that…also I just dont need another guy texting me while I’m with Doug, in general. Still super random and weird that we had a conversation.

1 more day of flying with Karen and Kerri….I’m about to KILL Karen…she’s SO bossy and I just dont have the patience for it anymore. I want to tell her to shut up. At the same time I dont want to make working with her awkard because we seem to get stuck together often. I’m going to esplode if she doesnt shut up soon though. She’s just out of control…she wants you to do everything HER way…down to how you place your money in the napkin holder durring service. REALLY!??