Stess for no reason?

Its been a while. Im currently super anxious and stressed. Probably because flying is slow right now, and money is tight, we are in the middle of switching from a PPO to an HSA health insurance…which sucks. I dont know, our current health care sucks too…then its holidays and all that, while I’m broke. All this makes me really stressed and basically its silly, I know I cant do anything about it so I feel ridiculous worrying about it. Doug is having the same problem. He has the end of the semester coming up, and Alexis is coming and he has to do Christmas in Nov for her cause she wont be here for Christmas….which I think is ridiculous since he’s only had her 1 Christmas in her 5 years of life since he was deployed….I think they should give him 2 in a row and then every other. But whatever.

I’m at Starbucks right now, trying to figure out some work shiz.

Tonight I plan on drugging myself to sleep so that I get a good 8 hours since I have a long work day tomorrow….its not entirely ridiculous of a day …but it is 4 flights and that can feel long no matter how short the flights are.

Last night I couldnt fall asleep until 4am and then woke up off and on from 8 to 10am when I gave up and just got up.

Looking for a second job has come to a halt I’m irritated a little that I didnt find one durring the slow season but now we are about to go into a string of fast passed flying months…so looking for a part time job would be silly. I will try again though…probably starting in January because Feb will be slightly slow.

I need to grocery shop…ugh. I havent found a "Nice" Publix by me yet, so that is what my mission is today. I think I may have found one since I am next to a country club and a nice area of town.

Anyways I suppose I should go…