Houston, we have internet! …kinda.

Houston, WE Have internet! Kinda excited. Fernando taught me how to tether my phone to use my phone internet on my computer…its actually not that slow…I mean its not super speed but its not that slow…and its free..and since I’m not here that much I figured I dont really need it all that much. SO I have internet and so now I can write more.

Okay, here is the thing, last night fernando and I started talking on Facebook…nothing bad just catching up, and then he calls me and we start talking…and then he figures out I dont have internet and helped me figure out how to hook up to my phone ot my computer and stuff…it sort of took FOREVER…cause I’m tech retarded.

SO I told Doug that we talked last night, and I’m pretty sure that he is not thrilled …nothing happened. I just knew I’d feel guilty though…because I HATE when he has to talk to his ex wife and I knew he’d hate that I talked to an ex.Even though I have NO feelings for him at ALL I’m not even attracted to him anymore.

I really love Doug, and because I’ve cheated on him before so I feel like I have to be extra careful about making sure he trusts me.

Anyways…I fly tomorrow….today is my last day off in a stretch of days off…Which is fine, because everyone has been really busy and there has been no hanging out. I need to get the girls together!