Childs Pose

I’m in SERIOUS pain…I don’t really understand why my back hurts this bad….I’m wondering if I lost a little more weight and my boobs got smaller if I’d stop being in pain…but I’m still not sure. I’m almost positive that I wouldn’t loose too much of my boobs. I lost 30 pounds a while back and only lost 1 cup size…and 1 size around. I was a 36F and 30 pounds later I am a 34DD …if I lost 30 more (Which is about all I could loose before my stomach became inverted. I may be a 32D …or possible a 34D…but I’d be pretty skinny. I don’t know…

Who knows if its even my boobs fault. I refuse to get a reduction…they are apart of me…I was born with him. God made me this way….I wouldn’t be me with out them…I’ve had boobs since 3rd grade.

Doug had to go drop something off at a neighbors house and he came in and caught me laying in child’s pose crying…I was giving scooter a bath and then blow drying him and brushing him and then it just started hurting SO bad…I couldn’t take it anymore…So he rubbed my back for a while…but it still hurts laying in bed…

I spent some of the day cleaning as I feel like since Doug spoils me to death I can atleast clean for him every now and again…and I wanted to be able to finish but I seriously can get out of bed….so much pain.

I’ve got to be able to do something…back strengthening or something!

This coming up weekend is our trip to Longboat Key! SO Excited!