and the bad just kept coming…

SO ontop of my horrible day the other day…I was at Petsmart and I got a call from one of my "friends" Josh R. He’s a pilot. I had texted him earlier and he called me back instead of responding to the text…this is how the convo went.

"I just called to say I’m not too happy with you…I have heard from a couple of people that there are rumars they we are seeing each other and that you are telling people I have a huge crush on you and making it sound like everyone wants you" – Josh

OKAY holy cow! What?! First of all are we in middle school?! Who goes around saying stuff like that? Second of all does that even sound like me?! …Josh and I both knew that there USED to be rumars about us…and we would laugh about it and joke…he would say things like "I’ll take it…better than most of the other girls around here"

SO…basically I havent even SEEN Josh in 6 months….6 months! What kills me is that apparently I say "I really like flying with Josh" and all the sudden I am sleeping with them, pregnant with their baby, and considering an abortion….ITS INSANE!!!!

SO frustrated….not even that frustrated with Josh…more frustrated with the girls telling Josh about things. Do people really think I’m like that?! I’m just so embarassed people think my ego is that big….

SO my days off are over after today…and I have to go to work…and I dont mind hard work, thats not the thing…the thing is the people. I really dont wanna go back. Hopefully all this will blow over.

I’m out…sick of talking about it….DONE.