Oh, honeybunch

She is in the hospital, gravely ill from complications from the cancer. They have to stabilize her and get her strong before they can start on what they will do about the cancer, chemotherapy, probably, we find out the plan tomorrow. The cancer is in the liver and lungs and colon and ovary and adrenal gland. The mass in the uterus may be an abscess instead that they need to remove, which may be the reason why her white count is so high. They have put bag after bag of saline into her and two units of blood, maybe more since, they just keep putting it in. Because the liver isn’t working well, her hemoglobin and platelets are half of what they should be. Plus the calcium…

I was there overnight last night with her mom. I’ll be there again. Her mom is there now. Her dad flies in tonight. I am home now and I am trying to clean our room so we can set it up for home care for when she can be at home. If she can come home.

There is no time to write now.

Oh, honeybunch, just stay, just stay. I will take care of everything, just please stay here with me.