Pray your life was just a dream

I always contradict myself, sometimes in one sentence. Always unsure of everything, all is probable in anticipation of the right time or maybe the wrong time which in turn may cause something bad to happen, but is that really a bad thing if everything to the last detail has perfectly caused it. If I were to die right here and now by a series of UNFORTUNATE events would that be a bad thing or would it save the world from an unseen evil. Is anything or better yet everything going according to plan, if so whose plan obviously not mine. Oh yes if this is all planned out then why so much horror. There is fear in every foot step, a tear in every eye, and blood on every chest. I guess we make the decisions but shouldn’t those decisions be foreseen for this all to be planned, and if it is then why do so many have to die.

I just felt like I had to write…