A case of the Amandas

This entry a bit more towards a normal dairy entry is about my obsession with people named Amanda. I’m totally in love with many of them, lets start with the most universally known. First, Amanda Bynes she is really awesome and hot and she does things that are out of the ordinary and stupid (just my type). Then there is Amanda Palmer for those of you who don’t know, she is the vocalist and pianist of the group The Dresden Dolls, again a bit out of the ordinary and bitchy in most of her songs and very critical of the world we live in (again just my type). Now the ones I just know Amanda R who I met 2 years ago she was a freshmen and I was a sophomore in high school and I really liked her. She was nothing like me; very good at her studies (she still ranks # 1 at the school in her class). I asked her if she would go out with me (she had just started dating someone else) and she said that she would just like to be friends with me, that I’m not the type of person she could date. The next Amanda was or is Amanda B and I met her last year at our school (my last year of high school). She came to our school in the middle of the year or at least I started to notice her at that point.Finding out her name was Amanda was a big plus but not a big surprise. She was just as hot as all Amandas are and sort of smart, and I started trying to make her like me as fast as I could and did everything in my power to make her spend more time around me even if it meant throwing a party (with the help of my parents) and inviting 50 people so she wouldn’t think I’m trying to get her alone and like kill her or something (at that time I was a bit of a nutcase and said things at school that scared people).In the middle of all this I asked her out and she said no, and that it would damage our friendship which is true I think. Also she didn’t like the fact that I had a girlfriend while I asked her out. I told her that it’s purely irrelevant and that I was going to dump my girlfriend soon (which I did). I’m still friends with Amanda B and I don’t know if she even likes me or not, she is the most confusing person I’ve ever met (perhaps because I have taken an interest in her and actually pay attention to what she has to say so that I can determine in my sick twisted mind if she likes me or not) and I hope it will not just end like this. Now to the last Amanda (for now) Mandy (Premature_Goth) on opendiary.com who seems like the type of person I’d like to at least know from what I’ve read of her diary and imagine to myself she would be like. Oh yeah she is like the only person who reads the crap I write here. I hope I didn’t disappoint you with this one it’s not as fundamentally destructive as the previous posts. Anyways that’s me and the case of the Amandas (I had been working on it for about 3 days now) I personally think it came out good as far as dairies go.