NoJoMo #4 Desire (Update: POF?)

I met someone on POF, his name is Kevin. I know I should run after the last Kevin in my life. But I gave him my number and he called me last night. We talked for a while and the whole time he was trying to have sex with me. He did ask me out for a drink at 2am at his house and we both know that answer was hell no. Well he has a girlfriend but he said that it not working out, so you know I am not trying to get to know him at all. But he has called my house 4 times today and I’m so glad he does not know where I live.

Then I met another guy name Tim. We chat a little online but than he started talk about having sex with me, so I cut that talk short and got off line. Now I know we are grown ups and sex is not new to me, but can I have more than two meeting with you before we talk about if I like to suck dick or not or if I’m going to let you eat my pussy. I’m 36 years old and I been in this game of having sex and messing around with this guy and that guy since I was 18 and I can tell you sex is over rated if you don’t have love for the person. Men can go and lay down with anything and have no feeling and so can some women, but that just not me.

So my desire is to find true love and to feel the love of a man. Who is passion and love for me grows each day and mines do the same. I want the sex to be amazing, but it just the icing on the cake of our amazing relationship. Someone who listen to me and my kids, who enjoy coming home, who works hard, who is and want to be faithful at all times, who only has eyes for me, who puts me first, who is not selfish. Now if I can just find out who he is my world would be perfect.