Hey!

Well I know it’s been awhile but I have been busy trying not to lose my mind. A lot has happen sent my last entry. First of all I got fired from my job at CDD. Back in June of 09, because of a bitch who I though was my friend. Me and Babygirl are not talking anymore either. It’s stupid really but she took that bitch’s side over mines.  When her dumb ass should have stay out of it.

Fred and I are over. Thank god ! He is with some girl from Decatur and she’s not shit.  Her house looks like shit and she lost her kids to the state. But that what he wants. If he likes it, I love it.
 
James is still a ass hole and if it was not for my girls I would act as if I never knew him. THE MUTHERFUCKER!!! 

 Have you ever loved and hated someone at the same time? Well that’s where I’m at with my feeling for Kevin. He led me on for two years, used me and hurt me like no other man has. But I still love him.   In some ways I understand why he didn’t love me. But I still wish I could hear those words from his lips.

I do have a boyfriend now. His name is Michael. We been together since Jan.3, 2010. He tells me he loves me and he knows I been hurt. But he has been hurt too. So he has trust issues too. We have a lot fun together but we both are try to run the relationship so we fight a little. Maybe I’ll give in and let him be the boss(maybe not).