Mr. India

Who remembers Mr. India? Raise you’re hands. Good. You all get a cookie. Gosh. I don’t know where to start with this one. Mr. India texted me while i was at work tonight. I happened to be rolling silverware and sent a few texts back to him. (me and my stealthy ability to hide the cellie!)  He wanted to talk and said he’d be online tonight if i wanted to IM him when i got home.  So when i got home we talked some. He said he’s been missing me like crazy and thinks about me a lot. He misses our wake up calls, our late night conversations, and the fun we had on our date. He misses my face. Awwww!

I told him I missed all those things too.  He said he knows he has to be hyper focused on his school work right now, but that he’s also afraid of watching his life pass by through a window. So I asked him what the ideal situation would be like and he said he just wished we could live closer so we could date.

I agree. Its such an odd situation. We’re not close enough that we’d move in together, but w/the distance, i’m not sure how it would work. It would be a huge risk for either one of us to pick up our lives and just move. but i’m getting wwwwayyyy ahead of myself.

He invited me to come over to Indiana for a few days over christmas vacation.  *smile* I kinda like this side of him…this ‘planning" side. I know before he would have waited till the last minute to invite me and then i would have had to say no because i already had plans, etc, etc.

When he told me to come out, my heart skipped a beat and i got really excited, but a part of me is saying ‘this is really gonna hurt’…ya know…when it doesn’t work out. *sigh*

What do you guys think? To go or not to go?