A Sad Day

My uncle killed himself a few days ago but nobody found him until today.

I didn’t know him other than to see him. You see, my family is so fractured that nobody talks and nobody knows each other and I don’t even know what to call my grandmother.  I don’t know how to feel about this. I don’t know what to do.  It was my mom’s brother so she is understandably upset. I went to see her estranged mother…my…grandmother? i guess.

I’m at a loss.

Maybe I’ll come back and try to figure all this out later.