Head over heels, in love.

Ok,

so when we lay in bed together we talk a lot about our relationship,

yesterday we were just laying in his bed talking a lot,

He brought up how we’ve spent everyday together (still have) and i asked if that was annoying him, because i was a bit worried.

he said not at all. He knows i’m not clingy, but this relationship has changed me.

We talked about how we have a good thing going, and want to be with eachother for a long time.

and then we were just staring into eachothers eyes, and he told me he loved me.

i was like, “what?” ( i was in shock, i had told him i think i love him last weekend when i was drunk, and he said it was too soon, then i felt like an idiot).

he told me again, i asked him if he was sure,

he said its fucking insane because we’ve only been dating 10 days, but hes compeltly in love with me,

you hear that? hes IN LOVE WITH ME.

and i couldn’t be happier.

I can actually say, for the first time ever, i’m in love.

and it feels wonderful.

when he told me he loves me, and i told him back, i got this weird rush, it almost felt like i was high,

he said he felt like he was high, and im like what the fuck, me too, this is ridiculas.

I can’t imagine fighting with him (obviously we havn’t had our first fight)

i told him this, he told me its probably going to be brutal.

haha, i’m probably going to cuss him out, but thats ok, people in love have passionate arguments.

I’m so happy.

I used to be such a comminment phobe.

telling my boyfriends to be realisitc, we’re not going to be together for a super long time.

but i can really see myself being with him for years.

and trust me, thats a big thing for me.

oh, and i told him about the message i got saying he cheated on his ex a lot,

he said hes not proud of it, but he would never, ever cheat on me

and i know that, i hope he belives me when i tell him i know he wouldnt