The curse…

Here it is,

I go out with a guy two- three times… everything seems great, chemistry and all. Then he drops off the face of the earth never to be heard from again. And I literally mean never to be heard from again.

I can understand one or two guys… but let me count them… 7. I had to think about it. They are all like this. It’s not like there is a reason (except obviously they are not the right guys). I don’t go out looking for them either, they come to me.

It’s strange… if I could explain it I would, but there is nothing. I have looked at my actions and I am not being to needy, to quick to jump in, I don’t call unless I am returning their calls, I make plans only upon their suggestions. I am not jumping in to bed with them (maybe I should be, lol). Not that I haven’t with a couple, but for the most part.

Anyway… all I can say is there is a curse. I have become hardened and really don’t trust anyone anymore. Still hopeful though, lol. For now… I am giving up.

Some of you may think it is crazy talk, but I am not sure it is… only if you knew. So, if anybody knows about curses…please shed some light on me.